Heavier than it should have.
Not because of the clothes or the cheap souvenirs I picked up on my days off, but because every step up the front walk felt like I was sneaking into someone else’s house.
The porch light looked different.
The curtains were not the ones I left.
And even the little plant by the door that I used to baby on weekends was gone.
I had this stupid fantasy on the plane that the kids would run to the door when they heard the car, that my husband would meet me on the porch, that we would have that dramatic movie moment where everyone talks over each other and cries and laughs and the neighbors roll their eyes because it is all too loud.
Instead, I open the door with my own key and walk straight into the smell of someone else’s cooking.
And a voice that was definitely not mine, shouting from the kitchen that dinner was almost ready.
My son was on the couch, half buried in a blanket, eyes glued to a game on his tablet.
He lifted his gaze just enough to see me, said a soft,
“Hey,”
That sounded more like a question than a greeting.
Then he went right back to tapping the screen.
My daughter was at the table with my mother-in-law, doing some kind of craft with glitter and glue.
She looked up, froze for maybe half a second, then stood and hugged her grandmother like a tiny rocket launching into orbit.
When she finally turned to me, the hug she offered was this stiff, polite thing.
Like what you give a neighbor you barely know.
I put my suitcase down by the wall because I honestly did not know where to put it anymore.
There were new shoes lined up by the door that did not belong to my kids.
New frames on the wall.
New furniture in the living room.
A rug I had never seen.
And out the front window, a car in the driveway that was not ours.
While our old one was shoved to the side like an afterthought.
My husband came out of the hallway rubbing his eyes like he had just woken up from a nap.
He did not run.
He did not pick me up or kiss me or say he missed me.
He just kind of nodded and said,
“You made it.”
Like I was a delivery he was not sure would arrive on time.
When I stepped forward to hug him, he let me.
But it felt like hugging a coat on a hanger.
No warmth.
No squeeze back.
Just arms around a body that was somewhere else.
My mother-in-law did not bother standing up.
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