I went home and cried on my couch all afternoon.
Around five p.m., the pain started — sharp, rhythmic cramps in my belly.
Contractions.
My fiancé, Jordan, drove me to the ER.
“It’s probably just stress,” the nurse said. “We’ll book you in to get it under control.”
***
Three days later, I walked out of the hospital with empty arms and a broken heart.
My baby didn’t make it.
Jordan held the car door for me. We didn’t speak. There was nothing to say.
He moved out three weeks later.
He stood at the door with his duffel bag, looking everywhere but at me. “I can’t look at you without thinking about what we lost.”
I wanted to give up, but I couldn’t. Something deep inside me hardened under the pressure of rock bottom, and with it came clarity.
I stopped sending my resume out to job advertisements that never replied.
Instead, I emptied my savings.
I bought a secondhand industrial vacuum and high-end cleaning solvents. Then, I started knocking on doors in the gated communities on the edge of town.
“Hi,” I’d say. “I’m starting a residential cleaning service.
I’m detailed, reliable, and fully insured.”
Some doors shut before I finished the sentence. Others stayed open.
Client by client, the business grew.
A year later, I hired my first employee.
“Policies matter,” I told her. “We protect each other here. If you’re sick, you stay home.
If your kid is hurt, you go to them. Understand?”
She nodded at me with wide eyes.
Seven years later, I had 30 employees. We had health benefits and paid maternity leave.
I made sure every person who worked for me knew they were more than a “resource.”
Then Richard came back into my life.
Last week, my assistant dropped a resume on my desk. “You should look at this one. It’s a bit… unusual.”
I looked at the name.
Richard M.
“No way…” I read further. It was definitely the same Richard.
One quick internet search revealed how he’d ended up applying for a job as a janitor.
His company was investigated for fraud. His son had been implicated, along with “Boo-boo.” Bankruptcy had followed.
Seven years ago, I walked out of his building with a box.
Now, his fate lay in my hands, and I wasn’t going to let the opportunity pass me by.
“Call him in for an interview,” I told my assistant.
The interview.
“Well, Richard?” I tilted my head. “Do you remember me?”
Richard frowned.
“You do seem familiar, but I’m sorry. I can’t place you.”
“Seven years ago, you fired a woman who was five months pregnant because you doubted her commitment to the job. Ring a bell?”
His face dropped.
“Sarah?”
He didn’t try to defend himself. Instead, he started to talk at breakneck speed about his debt, his wife’s cancer treatments, how he’d lost his car and his house, how he was no longer speaking to his son.
“I’ve lost everything, and I need the job, please! I can clean the dirtiest places.
I’ll work the graveyard shifts. I just need this money.”
